Blue yet excited

Feeling out to lunch this week, on a good note I recently found an old floppy disc. On the little thing I found a bunch of files from my old IBM Aptiva computer, running windows 95. One of the files contained my poetry that I had on my Aol page. I'll post the jem soon. It has been a blast reading words that I barely remember writing. All stashed away on a floppy, I have a couple other disc in the bottom drawer of my desk. I have yet to see what is on them. This has been the highlight of my week. Everything else seems to be slipping into chaos. I will give my best attempt to be a nice person. Its just a bunch of stars clustered together within the dharma.
I must let go. Let truth fall into place. This world does not need my ego......

A poem from my Daughter

ColdBlindly, I hunted the fog...Chasing ghosts and forgotten things.I've been here so long...That I can't remember what warmth feels like.There's ice in my bones,Frost in my eyes.I can almost wonder if I'm still alive...Or long dead and just don't know it yet.Can you go on forever...If you are blind to everything?We were found.She stained the roses red...With her jealously bleeding tongue.You shouldn't have come...That night.The moon has frozen over...And I'm so much colder now.The ageless fury of the salt-storm waves...Made me weak with fear.The dock is breaking away into the sea...You said you'd meet me there.Now we'll both be empty and cold....Cut down by the sea.Copper-cold and insane with hate,Her white hands were strong.I wish you well....I half-hope you'll forget me.I wonder if I was ever found,I wonder if you'll ever know my ending.Forever ago...Something broke me.I will always be cold,Colder than the bones of the sea.I will always remember and regret...That we were found.

Couldn't sleep

Last night I couldn't sleep so I made my way down stairs. Grabbed a pencil an paper, scribbled down the lyrics to a song that I had made up a few hours earlier. This evening I recorded it with our laptop, and free software that I downloaded. First time I had ever used the laptop for such ,turned out pretty good. Recorded it in the kitchen, a tasty demo version if any thing.The song is for my girlfriend Angela, part of my early showers of Christmas gifts.
Finder-Watching Melons.wma.

Saturday

Spent all day inside
enjoying a day off
spent it with our three year old boy
For the most part, just the two of us.
I guess we had a good time
It is cool when we can have these little conversations about the world
With a smile I pass the skillet on down just like it was passed to me
I had a few reflections of when I was his age
Hanging out with ma and my big old imagination
Driving around with pop in his VW
All of us sitting around the kitchen table eating breakfast
I can still remember the design on the plates.

photos

Finder-photos

Here is a collection of finder photos I dug out of the vault -PEACE.

My old school Sony tape deck

This weeks MP3

This songs title gets its name from my old Sony tape deck, that I bought at a thrift store about a decade ago. I have it hooked up to my computer and use it to get analog sounds into the digital realm. A lot of the tracks on this song where recorded on tape then transferred and edited.

Finder-TC-K3. MP3

01 TC-K3.mp3

Finder-Miss Understood video

Here is a video I put together one evening. Its short and nerky, but kinda works.

Finder

Okay I'm getting with it, today I'll be working at posting Finder Sessions. First I gotta find all the files .
http://rapidshare.com/files/5629286/Finder_Sessions_wbonus_tracks.rar.html
The link is here.
If the link turns up a dud leave a note in coments and I will reupload, Enjoy.

Then of course

To Celebrate this Winter cherub dance I will use this fine product, in wich I seem to consume every December.

Happy Holidays

Do it safe and smart